"I’d rather be hated for the truth than loved for a lie. By noon, our location had been leaked."
When the tea was ready, I passed him a cup. He didn’t
drink it.
“I told you not to speak to the reporter,” he said
finally.
“I didn’t give them anything they didn’t already have.”
“That’s not the point, Leah. You gave them a piece of
us.”
I sat across from him on the edge of the bed. “You think
silence will protect us? Look where that’s gotten us.”
His jaw tightened. “What if it was a trap? What if you’re
on camera now, and they twist your words into something ugly?”
“Then let them. I’d rather be hated for the truth than
loved for a lie.”
He looked at me like I had just spoken a different
language. Maybe I had. Maybe this was one of those moments that separate
people, not because they stop loving each other, but because they stop
understanding the kind of love they each believe in.
The twins stirred, and Yousef rocked them gently, his
eyes avoiding mine.
“I’m trying to protect you,” he said quietly.
“No,” I said. “You’re trying to protect the idea of us.
But the real us? We’re already in the fire.”
That night, we slept back to back, not out of anger, but
exhaustion. I listened to the rise and fall of his breath and wondered if he
was dreaming of who we used to be, or fearing who we were about to become.
The next morning, the fire arrived.
Not with guns.
With screens.
Our faces were everywhere—on Arabic news channels,
Israeli blogs, international headlines. “Forbidden Lovers in the Holy Land.”
“Palestinian Doctor, Israeli Bride, and the Story That Divides a Region.” Some
were curious, others sympathetic, but most were vicious. I saw a headline that
called me a traitor to my people, another that accused Yousef of using me for
political cover.
The worst part? A video clip. Just twenty seconds. Me
standing at the gate, speaking to the reporter. My words spliced and reworded
with Arabic subtitles that twisted everything I meant.
I said: “Love doesn’t ask for permission.”
They translated it as: “I’d destroy any barrier to be
with him.”
It was subtle. But it was enough.
By noon, our location had been leaked.
Yousef burst into the room, his hospital coat still on,
his face pale with fury.
“Pack,” he said. “Now.”
I didn’t ask why. I grabbed the bag, still half full from
our last escape, and started tossing in what little we had.
The woman from the shelter met us at the back entrance.
“They won’t come tonight,” she said. “But they’ll come. And when they do, they
won’t knock.”
We didn’t wait to find out what she meant.
We drove east toward Jericho, hoping the isolation would
buy us time. Yousef had a friend from medical school there—Tarek—a Christian
who ran a small pharmacy near the border crossing. We didn’t call ahead. We
couldn’t risk interception.
When we arrived, Tarek opened the door before we even
knocked. He looked older, thinner than in the photo on Yousef’s nightstand, but
his eyes lit up when he saw us.
“I thought you were dead,” he said.
“Not yet,” Yousef replied.
Tarek let us in, then locked the door behind us with
three separate bolts. He lived above the pharmacy, in a cramped apartment that
smelled like vinegar and cloves. His wife, Nadine, brought us towels and boiled
eggs. She didn’t ask questions, but her eyes said everything—fear, pity, worry.
The twins adjusted quickly. They played with empty pill
bottles, giggling as they rolled across the floor. Watching them, I envied
their innocence. They didn’t know what it meant to be hunted. To be headlines.
To be symbols.
That night, Tarek and Yousef sat on the balcony, speaking
in low tones while I rocked the children to sleep.
Later, when I joined them, I noticed how tight Yousef’s
shoulders were, how his hands wouldn’t stop twitching.
“He wants us to split up,” he said quietly.
“What?”
“Just for a while. To take the pressure off. He says if I
return alone to Ramallah and you go north, maybe to Nazareth, we’ll be less of
a target.”
I shook my head. “No.”
“Leah—”
“We left everything to be together. I’m not undoing that
now.”
“It might be the only way to survive.”
“Then maybe surviving isn’t enough.”
We didn’t argue. Not out loud. But that night, we lay in
bed, both of us wide awake, the children between us like anchors. He didn’t
reach for me. I didn’t lean in. The silence was colder than it had ever been.
The next day, Tarek brought news.
“They’re planning a protest outside Rafidia Hospital,” he
said. “Dozens of people. Some from conservative groups. Some from Eliav’s
supporters in the settlements. Your names are on flyers. They’re demanding your
resignation, Yousef.”
He nodded, lips tight.
“And Leah,” Tarek added, looking at me, “they’re asking
for you to be extradited.”
I felt the blood drain from my face.
“Is that even possible?”
“Your father’s name is still influential. He’s made
calls. Rumors say the IDF’s considering an operation.”
I looked at Yousef, terrified. “We have to leave the
region. Not just Jericho. Not just Palestine.”
He didn’t answer immediately.
Then: “What if we go to Cyprus?”
“Cyprus?”
“It’s neutral. Quiet. Far enough to breathe.”
I nodded. “Let’s do it.”
But it wasn’t that simple.
We needed documents.
We needed visas.
We needed money.
We had none.
That night, as the moon hung low and orange in the sky,
Yousef pulled out the last envelope he had hidden away. Inside was a check.
Signed. Blank.
“My father gave me this. Years ago. He said to only use
it if I lost everything.”
I stared at it. “Will he help us again?”
“He doesn’t know I kept it.”
“Then he won’t help you now.”
“No,” he said. “But maybe this check will.”
The next morning, he left early. Said he would return by
evening.
I waited.
And waited.
Night fell.
Still no Yousef.
Tarek called every hospital, every police station.
No one had seen him.
No one had heard a thing.
By midnight, I stood at the balcony again, holding one
twin while the other slept inside. I looked out at the darkened streets of
Jericho and whispered the only thing I had left:
“Don’t let him disappear.”
From the romance series by Julia M Cross. Next episode
releases Thursday at 8 PM.

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