When I arrived in Baltimore, the city felt alive in the most intoxicating way—the kind of buzz that makes you feel like anything is possible. My first stop was the florist. I handpicked the freshest bouquet of roses, their petals soft and red as a lover’s whispered promise. For Tosha, nothing but the best. But I didn’t stop there. Next, I walked into the jeweler’s shop, the kind where the lighting makes gold glow like a dream you’re finally awake to. I chose a stunning gold necklace and had her name engraved on it, just the way she’d love. Every detail was perfect. The cost? I put it all on the expense account Mr. Sessoms had given me—a perk I wasn’t going to feel guilty about using this time.
But guilt…oh, guilt still found me. As I left the jeweler, a pang of regret hit me square in the chest. How could I not feel bad? I hadn’t called Tosha in weeks. Weeks! My obsession with cracking the LaToya case had consumed me, blinding me to everything else. I’d neglected the one person who believed in me without question, the one woman who could have made the perfect wife. How had I let that happen?
Determined to make things right, I decided to surprise her. No calls, no warnings—just me, showing up at her door, roses in one hand, her name glinting on the necklace in the other. I could already see her radiant smile as she opened the door.
But when I knocked, the door didn’t open to Tosha. Instead, a man—a white man—stood there. My heart slammed into my ribs. For a moment, the world seemed to pause. Neither of us spoke. We just stared at each other, two strangers trying to make sense of an unexpected meeting.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” I said finally, forcing a smile. “I think I have the wrong apartment.”
I turned to leave, my legs heavy, my mind racing. But then I heard a voice behind me, a voice that shattered my last shred of hope.
“No, you didn’t, Emeka,” Tosha said. Her voice was calm, almost too calm. “You’re at the right apartment. I’d like you to meet Alexander, my boyfriend.” She turned to the man in the doorway. “Honey, this is Emeka. I told you about him.”
Alexander’s face lit up with a practiced ease that made my stomach churn. He extended a hand. “Yes, you did, hon. Nice to meet you at last.”
I reached out and shook his hand, my grip firm but my soul crumbling. “Ditto,” I replied, my voice a stranger to me.
What could I say? What could I do? The shock, the betrayal—it all hit me at once, leaving me numb. But deep down, I knew this wasn’t Tosha’s fault. No, it was mine. I had left her to wait, to wonder, while I chased shadows and solved mysteries that couldn’t hold her hand or whisper sweet nothings in her ear.
I left her apartment that night feeling like the loneliest man on Earth. The roses felt heavier than before, their fragrance now cloying, the necklace’s shimmer a cruel reminder of what could have been. But even as despair threatened to swallow me whole, I clung to one small truth: I wasn’t a bad person. I had solved a cold case, bringing justice for a murdered girl who had once been nothing more than a forgotten name in a file. That had to count for something, didn’t it?
Later that week, life threw me a curveball. Mr. Sessoms called me into his office at the Baltimore Star, a broad smile on his face. “Emeka,” he said, “you’re no longer an intern. Congratulations, you’re officially an employee.” Before I could fully process his words, he added, “Oh, and one more thing. We’re applying for an expedited green card for you. You’ll have it in two months, tops.”
Two months. The words felt surreal, almost too good to be true. As I left his office, a strange sense of pride washed over me. Whatever heartbreak I’d endured, at least my green card would come through on merit. I didn’t need to compromise my values or manipulate someone to get ahead. No, I earned this—every single bit of it.
And
as much as it hurt to lose Tosha, I knew one thing for sure: life had a funny
way of balancing the scales. Today, I might be licking my wounds, but tomorrow?
Tomorrow was a blank page waiting to be written. And trust me, I’d be holding
the pen.
THE
END

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